just so u know..

that u mean the world to me more than anything

that u gave me eagles instead of butterflies in my stomach

that i'm willing to stay up with you to talk to you and accompany u throughout the night

that i wanna say HI to u every single second of my life

that i'd love to sing for u all the time even when i have a sore throat

that i check all ur old messages that i saved whenever i think of u

that i love it when u called me silly names

that i love to remind myself that im addicted to u

that i love to repeat that u really mean the whole world to me

now and always~

there's nothing good after 2am.

hey..haha.
well, the title explained everything dy..so yeah..bubye ^^

nolah nolah..hhaha..nothing good comes after 2am. i mean seriously. u shud trust me.
actually i heard and learned it in "how i met your mother"..do u guys watch that? go watch la..friggin funny. haha..

nyways, so last nite after all my revisions and studying, i've decided to reward myself with a movie.. for wat? simply. wana relax my mind. so called relax my mind. hahaha..so wat happen was, i turned on my laptop..oh wait, it was like 12 sumthin dy dat time..soo, i turned on my laptop, just as i was about to click the 'movie' folder (it's where i keep all my movies, duh XP) suddnly, like all of a sudden my mind changed as i was thinking about this game..assassins creed brotherhood..so i thought "hey y dont i play the game for awhile" FOR AWHILE, keep that in mind. so yalah i played, i clicked the shortcut and (oh yeah, if u dont know whats assassins creed..go google it. its like one of the most super awesome badass game ever made!!! seriously!!) n the game started. i played n played until at one stage or level i kept on dying and failing the mission. as a dedicated gamer, i kept on trying n trying until i finally succeeded. hahaha..contented i tell u. i continued the game for awhile until i finally decided to stop. with my victorious laugh and smirk, i save evrything n closed it. that time it was 2 sumthing ady..hahaha..but i dont feel like sleeping..so i continued my first plan n that was to watch a movie. maybe can finish 1 hour or so or probably in the middle of the movie i'll fall asleep n nemind la the next morning can just switch off the laptop n go to class as usual. so i watched.. i watched 'funny people' starring adam sandler. okkkkklah the movie..not that bad oso..hahaha..when the movie ended, i was kinda shocked that the time showed 4 sumthing dy..but still i wasnt sleepy. i was like nemind go for another movie..see i told u, nothing good comes after 2, i mean u can simply sleep n recharge ur body's energy and wake up feeling fresh the next day ready to kick someone's ass..but nooo u still wana stay up and do dumb stuffs. dunno i simply couldnt put on some reasoning and just followed watever my heart tells me to do.."lab dab watch-movie lab dab watch-movie" so the hell la..haha, i was searching for a movie when i the 'russel peters' folder caught my eye..apa lagi, i terus clicked the folder and wasting any time (fuuh without wasting anytime ohhh) i watched the stand up comedy thingy..(dunno who the hell is he? go google or type his name in youtube..he's a funny indian comedian..seriously funny hahaha) so i laughed like mad alone for 1 hour..so u do ur maths urself~ 12am+2hours of game+2hours of adam sandler+1hour of russel peters= 5am sumthing..super cool rite??? hahaha..then i finally decided to go to sleep. but i was 'smart' la cuz i went n slowed the fan down so in the mid of sleeping i'll feel warm n i'll automatically wake up EARLY. but of coz that didnt happen. hahaha..i heard my roomate called my name to wake me up "larry, cepatla bangun" i opened my eyes slowly..look at the watch.."oh, its 8.01am"  what????!!!! 8 o'clock already???? shaitzzz!!!! i jumped off the bed like a ninja..took my shower like a ninja, dressed  myself like a ninja, so practically i was a ninja...a freaking ninja..i left my room n headed to class with a different route (oh yeah, it was 8.30am) hoping that i WILL NEVER EVER encounter any lecturers..hahaha..but shitz happen rite? i encountered the pengarah of my college..super shit hole wei!!! dunno how but she lepaskan me liddat ny..nasib baik wei! i was like praying to God promising Him that i'll never do this again already..hahaha..soo lucky man!! n then after that, i went class like normal..hahaha..

so yeah, the moral of the story is, go sleep early la..theres nothing good u can do oso staying up so late. unless u're one rajin ass la..burning the midnite candle/oil ahh who cares. but the thing is..go sleep. hahaha..so yeah..cool rite???

so, yeah..peace out peepz! XD gona go riadah (play outside)!!

*POOOOOOOFF*

A: can i have a wish??????
B: fer sure!!!! =)

*POOOOOOOFF*

A: can i have a wish??????
B: fer sure!!!! =)

a new song!!!

alrite!!! its been like ages since i composed a song..actually i dont even had any attention or plan on writing a song when i composed this new song. haha.

its called the "The Proposal"
i got inspired while watching an anime entitled "Midori Days"

 

its about this girl, midori who fell in love with this guy, seiji. but midori was too shy to tell seiji that she actually likes him. and blah blah blah..go watch it urself ahaha..so after that i came up with a song..

nyways the lyrics are, 

Verse 1: 

i've been watching you,

for so long,

and it has been growing inside me.

hard for me to summon all the courage in me,

to tell you how much i feel.

Pre-chor:

now that i've all the guts in me,

why won't you stay,

and listen to what i'm gonna say.

Chorus:

the beating of my heart, 

has been beating up for you,

and it dances as the melody resounds it way to you,

i've hold it for too long,

and it's time for it to be told,

just so you know,

that i love you.

Verse 2:

i've been dreaming that we would stay together,

holding hands, talking about every matter.

gazing at the stars but i still wonder,

would it be the same if 

i never asked

Pre-Chor

Chorus

Bridge:

yes, i confess,

i literally nearly gave up,

without even telling you the truth,

but someone once said,

feelings won't go across 

just by being felt...

Chorus:

the beating of my heart, 

has been beating up for you,

and it dances as the melody resounds it way to you,

i've hold it way too long,

and it's time for you to know,

that i've fallen for you,

and i love you.

Outro:

all i want to hear from you,

is "yes, i do"

well..yeah..haha..those are the lyrics.

emm, havent done the video yet..busy with stuffs XD but soon i'll post it in facebook and in here too.

do not worry! ^^

so till then 

so long peepz!

that should be you~

that should be me~

a song by justin bieber...to tell u guys the truth im not at all a fan of that guy but theres sumthing in this song (that should be me) which has actually meant something to me. haha

well, no hiding anything but i myself had experienced the situation mentioned in the song. how it really sucks! haha

the chorus:

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me...

i like the chorus part..i mean its just sad u know. well, imagine like you're walking somewhere or anywhere u want n suddnly *bam* u encounter your ex-love partner, with some-friggin-one!? how everything turns upside down. your world, your heart, your ice cream which you're enjoying while walking not expecting that incident well, practically evrything. shait! holy bull crap! u'll start profaning! hahaha...n then u start singing the chorus part..wooo..sad case i tell u! agonizing moment! 

honestly, i havent experienced the "that should be me" moment but im not surprised that i will soon. propbably. i dont know. *sigh*

anyways..yeah.

that should be you holding my hand~ 

peace out peepz!!

out of no concern~

well
one step leads to another it seems
an act of your pathetic confusion spits venom right in my face
scarring what's not even there
your little soldiers or what you call your daughters or heir
are obviously doing the same
they're still small and short and clumsy you see
and only manage to reach my lower part of the body
however
the amount of it was enough to paralyze an elephant
i did
please stop
i'm begging you
stop
can't you read between the lines or
easier
between my fingers?
you selfish devil.