hehe sorry

hey guys, im sorry for the excessive profanity content in the previous post. XP im very sorry..i couldnt control myself, i was soo pissed off.

anything can happen when u're angry..u cant seem to take full control of urself and end up screwing or ruining stuffs and shitz..maybe at that time u tot "hey, i shud treat my emotional attention sometimes" and with one eye closed u create a super dumb havoc while at that time thinking u're doing a right thing. actually YOU'RE NOT. u're just making a fool of urself infront of the others.

it's hard and kinda hypocrite of me to say but i guess we have to learn to control our emotions. my friend always said that it is all in our mind.."mind set bro.."
hehe, dont take me wrong..i've been controlling mine for along time but dono suddnly it erupted n yeah, words came out XP

i guess i have to pray to God to give me more strength to endure all these..besides it lent season..so probably it's one of my temptation. a really hard one though. atleast to me its hard...being called gay for almost two semester for fun is not really fun actually. haha...yeah i guess i have to put in more effort in controlling myself..so

till then peepz! =) take care! happy lent season!